There are days

when I feel as free as a free lunch.  Other days it feels like the world is telling me “Silly fool.  You know there’s no such thing as a free lunch”.  Today certainly feels just like one of those days.

The perils of routine.  On a good day it gives me the structure to continuously improve on the things I do given the little time I have.  On a bad day I just feel like I’m throwing away time doing the same things over again.

I miss the spontaneity of school, but I deep down I know it’s a lifestyle I don’t want to deal with again for a while.  That leaves me to do one of two things.

1. Get used to how things are.

2. Get a pair of dice, number my decisions for the day from 1 - 12, and let that shit roll.